Nightmarezzz!!

I had nightmare today, woke up at 3.30am because of it, i was a secondary student in the dream, but it wasn't take place at my secondary school, it was like the school i learn from tv program :). abd my dream girl was my school mate and she was sitting next to me! ok so far so good, the night started after i came back from washroom, then i realized the man i hate the most (my ex-colleague swen) and he took my seat and the worse part my dream girl was very nice to him, arrrrg, they were a couple in my dream, wtf.

I went to protest but swen is equally disgusting in dream, he used his "charm" to swap the seat, as usual i do as his say took his seat with a broken hearth (sad sad sad). i his place is a mess a lot of personal stuff on and in the desk. i threw the things on floor and the teacher came in and annouce there was a test, i didn't prepare for it!!! wtfomgbbq??? and i woke up.

I was thinking the moral behind this dream. I think i haven't found my identity (yes i have identity crisis). like in my dream, the girl i like doesn't like me, get bully by so call friends and no significant achievement in my fields.

I have completed none of my personal project. given them up half way during the project, that's why i have not much progress in my fields. i should really put more effort in my current project and make it a successful one. let's pray to my god